以為mina割症後
會有安樂日子過
點知
今次到翩翩
今早餵薏米水時
火抱起
發現手摸有1粒2cm圓形
在右脇側
我再摸
發現另外2粒
1粒在右背側
1粒在右脾對上
心都離哂
即📞約醫生
同步
攞湯去老豆老人院
回家同媽咪午飯
S醫生
另外再發現1粒在左邊
及中腹位置有1粒5-6cm的
S醫生話
肯定是cancer及已擴散
有機會擴散到每個器官及骨髓
因淋巴佈滿全身
翩翩即使上次肺有事
體重仍維持4.3kg
今日
只得3.6kg
醫生問有無食少了? 或嘔？
係有嘔
但翩翩牙周病無牙齒
餅哽喉嚨也會嘔
天熱換毛也會嘔
但仍非常精神
照常玩及食
而且翩翩肥大
根本摸唔覺
根本無法察覺翩翩有事
俾醫生睇mina的乳腺癌康復情況
醫生覺得好欣慰
我崩堤話
<I thought after mina's surgery
everything will go fine
why this happens again...>
然後
我坐在門口嚎哭
醫生出門口按我膊頭一下
<I feel you......>
繼續忙碌睇其他症
驗血報告
紅血球+白血球+血小板都好低
肝胰都可以
腎麻麻地
superego叫我振作冷靜
我逐句翻譯醫生的診斷俾火知
醫生即時抽取硬塊組織
話在顯微鏡睇到的壞細胞好怪異
完全不似淋巴細胞
始終要送去lab
等進一步化驗結果
S醫生
解釋時一直用力捉住我手
S醫生話
如果是淋巴癌
強烈建議用化療
但如果是其他癌
就開刀割除
15下午照超聲波
確定所有癌細胞位置
醫生開了胃口藥及抗生素
以防白血球過低被其他病侵
我真的不知道
是2號風水入五黑大病位？
還是我照顧翩翩欠妥善？
或是翩翩造化如此？
點解一而再兩個貓頭都出事？
7:30pm睇完
速去幫阿水換貓盤
見到我都係黑口黑面未嬲完
2023
非常惡毒
過年跑媽咪醫院
過年後mina乳腺癌
復活節翩翩淋巴癌
返工更加攞命費事再講
I really have to stay fucking tough
😾
您哋摸啲粒粒時，貓地有無感覺痛﹖我家Chewy係條頸度一直都有一粒嘢，但摸佢又唔覺佢有痛楚，所以都無理佢
回覆刪除妳千祈唔好話係自己照顧貓地唔好，佢哋有您哋咁愛錫，點會係照顧唔好，佢哋有病都唔係人為，所以唔好怪自己，希望係喺佢哋有生之年，好好相處、好好照顧，令自己冇遺憾
每次有事發生
刪除只能喊完死頂。接受。盡做。
唔好太自責, 你對一眾貓頭已經盡哂力
回覆刪除世事好多時發生, 都超出我地能力範圍
世事永遠無常
刪除其實你照顧父母同貓頭們都已經做得好好, 有好多嘢都唔喺你嘅控制範圍, 盡咗力就得
回覆刪除我明白
刪除但眼內看見他們生命在緩緩流逝
還是有錐心之痛
Sorry to hear that Pin Pin is not well. Dont blame yourself, I would take it as fate. I always say, when we (human and pets) get old, problems will grow. What type of health issue one gets depends on which card is being given to you, so largely beyond your control regardless of how well you tried to avoid it.
回覆刪除So first accept the fact, then if could afford, get the most suitable treatment to ensure quality of life for as long as possible.
I know its very tiring and stressful on you both because you love them. Its when things are tough, the tough gets going. Just continue to give them the "best" and the children will know.
I always believe that each child's earth mission is different and it teaches us a different lesson. So accept it and continue to be you.
God bless you all.
火話
刪除其實翩翩已經好幸福
如果當日酷熱警告又有貓瘟
媽媽放棄唔要佢
我們唔執佢返堡壘
翩翩一早歸西
Yes, all your children are very lucky to have you both as parents as they lead quality life.
刪除U both are lucky to have them as they are well behaved and their love towards u all could hopefully relieve some of your pressures.
God bless u all
Stella got her stitches removed today and she graciously kissed Dr S for what she had done for her. She made Dr S very happy!